I just bought a 100 bucks worth of junk food to fuel my studying.

Something is wrong with my nerves or vascular muscles.

I've been experiencing muscle contractions aka chau kan aka cramp at my chest area (Simba claims that its angina) , arms, toes and butt cheeks. No really. Butt.

So just now at the supermarket, I told my dad that I was experiencing butt cramp.

He looked at me and said gleefully, "Which side? Want me to massage it for you?? =D "

FML.

I need nitrate vasodilators, Calcium channel blockers, ACE inhibitors and Angiotensin Receptor Blocking drugs. FML I think this is the result of reading too much Drug and Disease.

Stupid girl.. Maybe I was naive..

I know.. Of course I know.

I care.. Definitely. I do.

But what can I do? Absolutely nothing.

So what the heck.

So being ignorant is bliss. Don't you agree?

Just shut everything out and focus FOCUS FOCUS.

I'm almost there!

I look super tau keh here like 16 years old? Until now, I'm not sure whether I have the old or kid look. It changes =.=

Screw my vanity. I know I know don't have to tell me. Im off to my books now.

On a random note, I went thread my eyebrows today after many many months, and boy does it hurt!!! And its freaking thin now. Not good not good.

If only.. the might have been but never will be.

I’m down with a bad sore throat, flu and fever.

Sigh, why must all these happen right now. The most critical time of my life. EOS!!!!!

I’m really not in the mood to study. My head feels like its gonna explode and my throat, ah dont get me started.

Emotionally and physically unwell =(

*****

My Saturday night was occupied by celebrating YeeSheun’s birthday at Sky Bar, Trader’s Hotel.

Intoxicating view, nice atmosphere but freaking hot!! Its my 3rd time over there.

Picture credits to Sheun and Tracy as well.

Tracy, Sheun, Yours Truly, and Eileen.

I was so afraid that I might fall into the pool seeing the pathway was so damn narrow.

The lovebirds ; )

Ronald, Adrian and tracy.

Jayyy mee the retard!

Us girls.

Hope you had a great birthday bimbo!

Sunshine through the rain.

Rise and shine, its a beauutifulll day.

Saturday to be exact =D

I was so tired last night, playing rummy for bout 8 hours straight and barely having only 3-4 hours of sleep the night before. It was hardcore I tell you. Sharon was niiiceee enough to buy us taufufah for our dinner gg.

I don't know how to explain my emotions right now. A little sad actually. I woke up at 8 45 am, thinking that there's uni today, but in fact, there's no more classes. Its like a routine which Im so accustomed to. I dont know why, but I know that I will miss IMU very much, more to the people over there who made my daily life much bearable and enjoyable. Time flies. It just seems like it was yesterday that I entered IMU. I was dreading it. Depressed and down. But in a blink of an eye, 4 semesters has finally came to an end. I've grown attached to school. To all of you. I never mentioned this before, but I feel so blessed knowing each and everyone of you. Including you, even though all these happened. You indeed made me really happy before. Its fate I supposed?

I received a phone call about 6 am last night. It made me realise that life is fragile. Life is short. Anything can happen anytime. Its not predictable.

There’s no point getting worked up over small matters and keeping things in your heart. One day, anyone might just leave the world and you’ll regret not being able to say your last words.

So last Wednesday, Sheun was nice enough to buy us lunch as her birthday treat.

All the yummy mutton, squid, fish, chicken and banana leaf rice.

Thanks babe!

After that it was off to subang to visit jaymee (twice in 2 days).

We ended up at a dessert place called snowflakes.

They serve excellent desserts. Something I desire sooo much!

Have to try their best seller, cincau something something. Its good!

So anyway, Happy Birthday bitch. May you have a wonderful birthday and hopefully, you’ll get wiser since you’re a year older now =D

I'll see you tonight.

Somehow, my clubbing days are over. I dont quite enjoy partying anymore. What's with me! I'm too young to be old hahah. Oh well.

Open up your heart, what do you feel?

 

 

I’ve been really bitchy in school this past 3 days. That’s soooooooo not me hahaha. But my face is naturally lanci if I dont smile so yeah, its not really my fault. Just that some people just pissed me off. Mind you, I’m generally a damn nice person =D

RIGHT RIGHT!!

 

So the rematch of ManUtd vs Malaysia was on Monday!

Went to the stadium after PP dispensing test which turned out to be surprisingly okay. At least this time, I did not take off my shower cap =.=

 

Went there about 5.30pm when the match was 8.45pm. Nevermind that, the seats were awesome. 3rd row, right in the middle thanks to adrian’s friends.

 

That guy looks kinda scary yo! 

 

 

Man Utd!

And the referee kayu(s)

The match was interesting during the first 15 minutes with ManUtd scoring 2 goals. Malaysia .. played like crap. Aih. The goalkeeper is not bad though. Tracy is his number 1 fan.

Fabio stunned after getting hit on the head by the ball. Damn funny actually. Ouch.

 

And the best pic ever….

 

Number 41!!!

FEDERICO MACHEDA HOHOHOHOHOHO.

The last goodbye.

I have never actually blogged about my love life in details before. Well, during the past 7 months, I’ve been heart broken 3 times. It sucks. Really. Its like losing my friends. I dont even talk to any of them anymore. Sometimes I wish that nothing happened so we can just be buddies. No awkwardness nothing.

Its scary to even blink now seeing how time flies.

Funny when we were younger, back in school, logistic issues was never a problem. Its just the matter of whether I like you and you like me. As simple as that.

For me, as an emotional person, this has been taking a toll on me. Dating people who I never expected to date. It has been affecting my mood, daily conversation and studies.

I’m so sick and tired of it. Really. Before I entered University, I never actually really gotten heartbroken before. It was the other way round har har kidding! But it has it benefits too I guess. I realised that after whatever happened, I'm pretty weak emotionally but I hope that in time to come, I'll get stronger with every heartbreak.

I rather hear the truth, whatever it is, harsh or hurtful, than be kept in the dark. I'm no fool. It just makes me furious. I know after every ending, I will be okay. Its just a matter of time.

So today, other than playing Yiruma’s songs (Kiss the rain, When the love falls, River flows in you) on the piano, I picked up a book at a Christian book store.

You’ll never guess what book it is.

Yes. I Kissed Dating Goodbye by Joshua Harris.

I’m soooooooo excited woohoo. Can you sense my sarcasm?

Will read it after studying for my PP dispensing test tomorrow T__T

And I may catch Man United again since they’ll still be here after the bombing in Jakarta. =))

Black and White.

I’ve been waking up with tears in my eyes every morning. But I don’t remember what I dreamt the night before.

***

So yesterday, after class, I went for lunch and it was off to the stadium to watch Man United train.

We went there 2 hours earlier. It was hot! And freaking packed with the red devils’ supporters.

MU was supposed to train at 5 30pm for an hour, followed by the Malaysian team at 6 30 pm.

However, at 4 30 pm, the intro music was played and suddenly football players emerged. Guess who appeared???

The best team in the world *cough* Malaysia boleh?

I guess they had to change their schedule because obviously everyone will leave after watching MU.

So anyway, the everyone only became hyped up after the appearance of MU players. Dont know why but everyone kept cheering for no apparent reason. Well, at least to me?

My camera is damn gay. Im thinking of getting a slr but its wayy too big and heavy. Hmm…

I think the more I hangout with Jay, the more gay I become.

After that, had dinner and….

Genting at 1 45 am in the morning, drinking Chocolate Cream Chip Frappacino.

It was freezing!!

And as for today, I’ve yet to decide on my plans yet. Study study study.. Study study study.

My baby..

♥