Say goodbye titanic..

Its really over now.

I really dont want to stay here anymore.

I wished I was going home to KL soon.

I feel so sad now. I dont understand myself.

Is it a mistake? I dont know. Whatever it is, there's nothing I can do now.

I dont know why I'm pushing you away.

Maybe its not meant to be.

I made the decision so I have to live with it.

The ship has officially sunk.

I heart the beach!

Spontaneous outing to the beach today with my darlings.

An hour away from the city, to the town called Ayr.

Beautiful weather now to be out :)

To feel a little warmth from the sun and the breeze is just awesome.



A day which I just want to lie on the sand and forget about everything.

Unfortunately, something weird happened today but I shouldn't mention it here.

Gave me a shock of my life.

I never actually thought he was serious.

Gosh.

You are what you eat.

Ever since my exams ended, I've been out practically almost everyday just wasting my money, time and life away ;D

The night when biopharm 4 paper ended, I didnt get drunk. I didnt drink. I didnt club :O

We had a girls night out, dinner and movie after..


After 8 months in Glasgow, we decided to try out Fridays since they say that its much better here than in KL.

The looks of happy people who has just finished their finals =D

More like dead drained out and tired..

We had sesame chicken for our appetizer. Its sweet but the sauce goes very well with the meat.

I had sirloin steak. Fair enough, but I've had better though.. I asked for medium to welldone but my meat too well done that the beef wasnt really juicy
anymore..

Grace had pork ribs and prawns which was actually good.




Whitni had prawns. What you see is what you get. Fried prawns. It was okay but nothing really special.


The next day, we went shopping (yeah, as usual) and went for a Italian dinner this time at Antipasti down at sauchiehall st.

Had Bruschetta for appetiser. The bread was well buttered and it very tasty but I think its pretty simple to make it.

Whitni's minestrone soup with bread.

My main course- Lasagna with LOADS OF CHEESE. I love cheese so much but I havent had it in so long ever since I became really obesed. Serves me right.

Tracy had fish :)) But I'm not really a big fan of fish though but it was tasted ok :D


We had to stay in for dessert because it started raining outside and it was a long walk back home.

We shared a tiramisu and a cheese creme brulee cake :)



The tiramisu cake was very soft and there was a hint of green tea but the coffee and alcohol taste was lacking. Had better though.


As for the cheese creme brulee cake, it was something different for me. Was actually very good :)

And I got a confession to make. In the midst of typing this post out, I totally forgotten my chicken which was left in the grill. Its totally burnt now. :( So much for lunch.

Will post more on the picnics and other outings soon ;D

XInny Chen.

Happy 21st birthday babe! Finally got the date right. And no, its not cos of facebook =P

Sorry I cant be there with you in Australia right now to celebrate your birth, but I know we'll definitely be seeing each other very soon.

If you realised, I've known you for a very, very long time. Since std 2.

And now, you're a fully developed woman. HAhahaa.




We've been through so much shits together. Thanks for driving all the way to my place with beers and a self help break up book when I was so down.

All the nights out with you were tremendously fun.

Remember this? Joke of the year. The girl was a stranger hahaha.

And, our pet project, mydressspace. Every fortnight, we would be in Jalan kenanga buying clothes, modelling em, and trying desperately to sell them.

Dont forget, our frequent yamcha "geng sam si" session at devis during midnight, starbucks and mcd centerpoint!

Our "glamour" night out when we tried to dress up and act sophisticated but I was a total fail by falling on the road while walking lol.

And our picnic day, where we encountered a crazy flasher behind a tree =D




Anyway, bottomline is, we've went through so much together, and I ♥ you.



Have a wonderful 21st :)

My plethora of questions left unanswered.

Two roads diverge in a yellow woods.

I for one, chose the road less taken.

The path which lead me to be lost.

What have I done?

Sometimes, I shouldn't rush into things. Sometimes, I need time to think. Sometimes, its not going to turn out the way I expect it to be.

Sometimes, I just wonder whether am I thinking too much?

MIA

As usual, exam period= feel like dying= feel like crap= just wanna bury myself in a hole and die there.

I'm in the midst of my finals now. 2 papers down, 2 more 2 go!!

Biopharm 4 is smothering me. Help :(

I cant wait for summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FREEDOM NEXT TUEDAYYYYYY!!

I miss my mummy and daddy ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Heehe.

Havent seen them in ages. Not even on skype. My parents are so old fashioned.

They say I resemble my mum. Do I really?


Anyway, I hope I get through this finals. I really hope I do.

Ok, I'm done procrastinating for the hour. I'll find something else to do the next hour.

Yeah, I have not changed. Still the Queen of Procrastination.


**

I'm uncertain. I feel trapped. I want to know whether I've made the right decision. Only time will tell..

Whatever it may be, I hope everything will still remain the same.

I hate exams.

Have you ever felt like at time you just feel like screaming your lungs out and just killing someone. Like a RAGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Yeah. That's exactly how I feel now. Fuck this pp3 exemption test.

On a more humorous note,


click to enlarge :)

Dressed to the nines.

Im really bad at updating my blog on time. My life is pretty much dull now though, just eating, sleeping, studying and dying.

I'm sure you've heard of the equation before which goes something like Student + Dying = Studying.

So anyway, last Saturday, my housemates (except grace) and I dressed up for the Pharmacy Ball at Hilton.

I dont know about you, but the best part for me is always the getting ready stage. I love putting make up on and getting my hair sorted out.

Kwong, whitni and I at the entrance.



I kinda drank too much on an empty stomach. Wasnt a really good idea. Drank a lot of champagne and wine.






Quite a bad photo of me, Vivian and Whitni.

Lucy whom I thought looked really gorgeous that night.

Martin and Tracy.






Us with Ian Towle. The friendliest lecturer around. He's dead nice :)


My night could have been a lot better and I dont think it could have gone worse considering the fact that I fell on my ass while dancing the ceilidh dance and being quite tipsy, calling a random girl, voluptuous.

Overall, it wasnt too bad. A welcomed break from my studying :)

Oh boy.

I realised that my bra is exposed in all the pictures taken. Sucks to be me.

I'll update more soon I promise!

I'm a fat kid.

Lack the time to update my blog, but yeah, since I'm procrastinating, here goes..

Had pp2 test on Tuesday- Probably screwed it up.

Hospital visit on Wednesday- Was pretty interesting! Got to see the workplace of the pharmacists and see what a hospital pharmacist do. Had to follow a case of a patient with abdominal pain go through all his drugs.

FMT 2 test on Friday- Totally screwed it up.



I havent been eating well lately. My meals these days usually consist of frozen food, fried chicken or instant noodles.

I really cant be bothered to cook! And clean! Urghhh.

Where's mummy when I need her??

I crave for duck rice!!!!!

When I was in london, I ate 2 plates of duck rice in 3 days.




That's how good it was =P

I cant wait to go home to the stall in Bangsar. Best char siew and duck rice in townnnn!


I also went to a restaurant in London which was open by Malays.

They served authentic malaysian food which was sooo good!



And ABC..... Really missed this! T__T


And yeah, being the greedy me, I even ordered kuih =P


Now I'm excited to go home! Gonna gorge myself with loads of food. Fucking fat already but who cares. I'm gonna miss the bus anyways! Can't wait to seeeee my belovedddddddddddddd friends!!!

Another hectic week ahead of me. PP2 presentation on tuesday, PP3 video test on wednesday, and the Pharmacy Ball on saturday at the Hilton!

Bought my dress 3 months ago and I probably cant fit into it right now :(

Oh boy.

Ridin' solo.

Gonna have seriously a hectic upcoming week!

Oh nooo.Pharmacy Practice 3 class test on tuesday, hospital attachment on wednesday, FMT class test on friday.

What the fuck.

I'm on the brink of breaking down cos I have yet to memorise any shit.

And the only consolation of the week was, "JANE NORMAN IS ON SALEEEE" quote whit-ni.

So yeah, that was the only thing which could actually get me out from my room.

So while my other coursemates were busy studying, the girls from Flat F4 went out to shop.
Bah.
Yeah, look at the Jane Norman bags they are each holding..

And yeah, today's Simba's birthday :)

Was over there for a bit to chill with them till the clock striked 12.

Poor simba, his housemates were busy playing xbox to even sing him a birthday song =P

Happy 22nd birthday nerd :)

Because I'm the Queen of Procrastionation.

Weather's been good. Life's been great. 2 major test next week and finals on May 10th.

And what have I been doing??

Gosh. Its too sunny to stay indoors, so yours truly went down to the beach!I would want to continue my paris post but, I'm quite sick of talking about Paris and looking at the pictures taken atm, so yeah, the seasiiiiiide =D

I knoww, you dont even have to say it.. I'm a poser!


I havent camwhored in the longest time, so yeah, bare with me =P



Took an hour to reach Troon. But I was told that the Scotland beach is no where as nice as the ones in Malaysia (excluding Port Dickson of course =P)


I had the worst photographer in the world. All the pictures taken of me totally failed. Or maybe its just me. The wind was so strong and the sun was shining ever so brightly. I loved it =D I actually felt the heat for once in Scotland!


I miss the feeling of the sand brushing against my feet.

Ahh.. If only everyday could be like this. No worries in the world. Just sitting by the beach and watch the waves, seagulls and the clear blue sky :)

If its true, let go and it will come back to you.

Alright I'm backkk! Never been so glad to be back to my room in Glasgow. Seriously.

Never thought that I would miss kampung Glasgow so much after travelling around Paris and London for a week.







For the record, Paris was awwwwwwwwwwwesome!! Its so pretty!! I'm been love strucked by all the wonderful architectures and the carvings. So damn grand!


I did everything and visited every famous site a tourist would visit including getting wasted every night!


Gosh.

It was hell I tell you!! Lack of sleep plus hangovers including waking up really early in the morning!



This was our booze for the final night in Paris. 4 of us consumed this shit.

Totally smashed.


Pretty Grace with her flower :)



I never understood why people kept calling Paris, the city of love. Now I do.

I'm in love.

Will post up more pictures soon! Such a busy month now, preparing for my class tests and finals. I'm a dead fish!!