Jottings of My Life.

Self control

2011-02-07T17:11:00.001-08:00

Enough of starting my blog entry with the word sorry.

More like, hi, I'm back.

My personal online diary. Abandoned you for months but somehow, I always come back. ha.

So anyway, so many things changed and happened in the past few months.

Academic wise, social life, love life (?)..

But most of all, I'm most repulsed by my lackadaisical attitude.

I dont feel like Im acting like a student anymore.

Most upset with my horrendous lifestyle. This has got to change.

I dont know where to start.

What do I want from my life. Didnt even bother to make a resolution list this year because I know that it wont be fulfilled. I have other obsessions which are fucking detrimental to my future.

I want to change. No, I need to change.

Do you have self control? Because I know I dont.

I lost myself.

I hope one day, I can regain back what I lost. everything.

Self control is the most valuable thing I want now.

Only I can give myself that.

I hope one day, when I read this again, I can tell myself, yes, I have self control.

Greed, lust, jealousy, hatred, procrastination kills.

Ghost n stuff

2010-11-01T16:24:00.000-07:00

As days gets shorter, the night lingers on for a longer period of time.

Nothing seems to matter any more.

Went out for 6 nights in 2 weeks.

Had enough.

Attended a flat party which was hosted by my batch :)

We all had to dress up so I decided to dress up as a devil. SO ME RIGHT? :P

Wanted to be a bunny but I guess Im not so 'bouncy hyper-ish' after all.

So on Saturday, I impulsively bought some horns and gloves to complement my devil look.

Yummylicious :)

Ainur as an angel, Jaymee as a ~~cat~~ mouse, Grace as Jenny Humprey, Eileen as a flower girl, Whit-ni as.. I dont know? She looked really pretty though. Audrey Hepburn probably, and Tracy as a playboy bunny :) Love it all!

See how many devils there were? Wrong choice I supposed.

Baby cheryl is the cutest :) hahahaa. Wanna pinch her cheeeeks!

Zhi as a mysterious witch and Yi ping as the black angel. So sexy i like!

Group piccc!!! :D

The next day, we went to La Tasca to celebrate Chew Eileen's birthday :D

Later on we hit the club.

Was the wrong choice thanks to simba who suggested Milan and ditched us because it was sooo empty.

Love the space there though. Nobody to push you around humph! Literally NOONE. Hahaa.

Jaymee the devil and the birthday girl :)

My sexy friends and I haha.

Left the club pretty early to head back to rest but ended up in another flat party which was even more happening than the club?

Absurd.

Happy halloween everybody.

What did you dress up as :)

The future.

2010-10-22T09:03:00.000-07:00

Have you ever thought of what you wanted to be when you were younger? Did you actually fulfil your ambition?

As for me, whenever I was asked this question or made to write an essay about it, my mind goes blank. I never knew what I liked, what I wanted in life, where my talent lies.

I always just replied by saying i want to be a doctor so that I could help others and give people free medication. But obviously, thats bullshit.

Me? Being a doctor? FUNNY. Me being really generous by giving free medication? This is a joke.

And how in the world would I even manage to pass medicine in the first place. Har. Har.

So yea, obviously, I didnt take Medicine in University. My dad even condemned me, saying that I would kill someone. Right.

SO yeah, the course Im doing right now is based on my father's decision. Not mine. He practically brainwashed me into doing this course.

I dont know whether to say that this is the worst decision ever. I dont understand what I'm doing, and yet somehow, thank god, I'm already in my final year. Somehow, I managed to pull through with the help and support of my family and friends. Its been really tough for me. So much hair loss along the way, so much tears shed.

And now, even after going through all these, it is not the end. I cant. get. a. damn. job. even. after. graduating,

Omg.

It never occurred to me that this would happen haha.

I hate uncertainties. Can someone tell me what lies in the future.

Where will I be next?

In a government hospital in Malaysia or a community pharmacy in England?

Someone give me a crystal ball please.

Sigh.

BACKK!

2010-10-21T09:40:00.000-07:00

Sorry for my looooooooong absence! Just couldnt find the mood to blog and was preoccupied with uni work, and ermm.. bejeweled blitz. FK THAT GAME. I had enough. At least 3 hours a day.

Its so bad.

So anyways, its been a month since class started. Back from Italy and Leeds.

Bye holidays, hello work :)

Everything is going great except that its freaking cold now.

Zero degrees when I woke up this morning. And its just Autumn for goodness sake!

So many things to blog about and I dont even know where to start..

Maybe I should start off with my 21st birthday :)

Had a wonderful one thanks to ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS :)

On the night before, they got me quite drunk.

Well, in addition to my very low alcohol tolerance and considering the fact that I was still burned out from the Italy trip, I got quite tipsy..

At 12 pm, they surprised with me a cake :)

Thank you adrian!

At this point of time, I was quite dizzy. Jaymee was so afraid that I cut someone with the knife hahahaa.

After that, I went back to my room and woke up in the morning to find my face being scribbled on and the wallpaper on my handphone was changed to my drunktard face. Oh god.

Had dinner at a Barca, Princess Square.

Grace and Tracy :D

The girls :)

This picture is too cuteeee!!

Phoebe, JUSTICE P, and Eugene..

Beloved housemates plus cheryl :)

Kisses from Ei Leen. Must be my lucky day :P

Had a blast. Thank y'all for the effort, presents and wishes.

AND THE HOMEMADE surprise lunch :P

Its not me, its you.

2010-10-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

Its all coming back to me.

The reason why I didnt want to continue whatever we had.

Fucking annoying.

2 weeks.

2010-09-10T04:47:00.000-07:00

That's the amount of time that my blog have not been updated for.

Finally managed to settle down.

I'm back in Glasgow now. Wet, cold Glasgow.

My final year in University now if everything goes well.

Had my interview for pre-reg year yesterday. I wouldnt say that it went well. Not putting my hopes up because of the lack of places available.

Will be leaving for Italy on Monday for 10 days. Rome, Florence, Venice and Capri.

Surprisingly, I'm not really looking forward to it.

I hope my future would be more known to me now. I feel so lost deep inside.

I know that one mistake can make me lose everything.

Fingers crossed.

I just hope that I can say that it was worth it in the end..

2010-08-23T07:26:00.000-07:00

I was talking to my friend about his problems with his parents..

Asking him to be patient and that his parents only acted with good intentions.

5 minutes later, my dad called.

We argued. He ended the convo with a "Fuck you" and slammed the phone on me.

Great. FML.

***

Went to Malacca about 10 days back with my darlings.

Its quite recent but it seemed like it happened ages ago!

Miss K.

If you're a malaysian or a singaporean, Malacca is definitely known for its awesome food..

And because we are such gluttons, we went there for a food trip :D Its like a must for me to visit Malacca once a year. And I was in Jonkers street about 1 year ago!

Chicken rice balls, Yam balls, chicken, duck, roasted siew yoke, otak-otak..

Thinking about it is making me hungry :(

After lunch, we adjourned to the next shop for dessert!

Durian cendol. Looks disgusting but, let me assure you, its like heaven in a paper bowl.

Too bad jiaxin, you dont know how to enjoy life. Haha.
The king and his "minions"..

Caught in action: Me trying to be an ass.

We went up the Taming sari ride which was about 33 stories high.

Aaron was too damn chicken to go up the ride even after much taunting from us.

No, they were not looking at the view. They were looking at the pussy below :P

The view from above!

Miss J and K :) Stupid picture which cant be rotated urghh.

We even took a walk up to the ruins of the fort. Dont ask me why. We're very historical :3

Mr sean posing for his buddy..

We were super exhausted after walking around the entire day so jiaxin called her friend up for directions to the satay celup restaurant..

Its like lok-lok but instead of dipping it in hot soup, they use satay sauce.
Yum. Belive it or not, these were taken by 3 girls (and aaron). And we managed to finish up everything :D

There is only one word in my vocabulary now- FAT.

dammit.

There's not a thing that I would change.

2010-08-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

The month of august is crucial for me..

Have to finish up my england pre-reg application before the 31st and I'm still waiting to find out whether i'll get the NES interview..

Its a bittersweet feeling..

Part of me hopes that I'll get the interview but on the other hand, I dont want to leave Malaysia so soon :( Sigh.

Class starts on the 24th of September, just one day before my birthday..

Hello 21, I'm coming!

Lately, I've been hanging out a lot at Starbucks and Tutti Frutti.

My 2 favourite chilling spots to gossip and to just relax.

Miss linda and our frappacinos. I love love love green tea frap but unfortunately, there's none in the UK. Funny how we can not talk for the most of the 9 months when I'm away but when we meet, we can talk about anything and everything :)

And thanks to Jia xin, I'm falling for tutti frutti yummmms.

I like yogurt so the idea of frozen yogurt is appealing to me :D

A less fattening and healthier alternative to ice cream..

The place is self service so you can take as much as you want, whatever flavour you desire.

However, they charge Rm 5.30 per 100 grams so, if you're greedy, it'll just cost a bomb..

The end product :D

Pretty isnt it!

Went to MOS last thursday after 2 freaking years.

I remember the last time I was there, I ended up crying on the toilet for some fucked up reason ahhaha.

Never liked that place and I still dont thanks to the crowd.

Dont think I'll go back anytime soon. Or ever.

Overexposure.

Look ma! No nose! XD

Still a kid at heart.

2010-08-08T19:06:00.000-07:00

In about 3 weeks time, I'll be on an aeroplane back to cold and boring Glasgow.

Sadddddd.

I'm already too used to staying in KL. Cant be arsed to move my butt now.

Went up to Genting Highlands last week.

Our breakfast. The cards you see on the table.. yup that's right. We're monopoly deal addicts. Anywhere, anytime. And I'm just sooo awesome in the game that Cempaka beats Subang MOST OF THE TIME. Aherm, inside joke.

The first ride of the day was The Pirate Ship (for aaron's case, it was the ONLY ride). Yeah, he is worse than Jaymee. Jay Mee, if you're reading this, you should be proud of yourself. Except that he didnt cry during the ride. All he did was just mutter "fuck the world" during the entire ride.

I honestly hate waiting for rides. Like I have nothing better to do (Ok, maybe there's some truth in there). Waited for half an hour just to sit a 30 second ride ON a weekday. Dont you people have study or go to work??

2 pink alien looking weirdos. Kamen was so excited abt the ride but I was more concerned on not getting myself wet. Usually the person sitting infront is the one who usually gets more drenched so to be fair, we decided by playing "scissors paper stone".. for 27 rounds. Wtf. And I lost. Fml.

Come to think of it, we look pretty pathetic. Hahaha. Nevertheless, my ass and socks were drenched and I had a massive craving for KFC after the ride. Sigh..

The day was fun. But it ended with me having a terrible migraine and a KFC craving which was not fulfilled.

Sobs.

****

You know that you have great friends when the only time they make you cry is when you are laughing too hard.

Clothes woes.

2010-08-04T23:31:00.000-07:00

Going through my closet gives me a headache. Imagine having 2 full closets of clothes in malaysia and buying an entire new set of waredrobe in uk. So being the jobless person I am, I decided to organise it. And.. FML..

It wasnt a very easy task.

While going through my clothes, I was feeling very frustrated because most of my clothes are all so tiny or have a very short cutting or is just plain butt ugly.

Dammit.

Now I know where all my father's money went to. :(

Next time when I say I have nothing to wear, somebody, please, slap me.

I have decided to donate this whole pile of clothes away. Its really an eyesore. :(

While going through my clothes, I found a bright blue 3 quarter pants.

What the hell was I thinking?! Fashion crime. Haha.

On another note, Ive been shopping a lot with jiaxin for the past week.

Since I lacked sleep for the past 1 month because I was working during the day and partying during the night, my skin deteriorated and became really bad.

So yeah, decided to invest more on skincare products..

These are my favourite buys..

Shu Uemura's cleansing oil, Cellnique b-liv's blackhead remover and The Face Shop's make up base.

The make up base definitely highly recommended. Smoothes and tones your skin tone before applying foundation. I heart Korean products (more like Lee min ho) =P

Yes, I'm still not over that obsession XD

More pics of my eyecandy :) :) :)

Too hot to be true.. Ahh...

Dont have to thank me, you're very welcome :) hahaha I can imagine ppl like jiaxin and kamen rolling their eyes. Bitches.

I was googling for lee min ho's official fan club today and I found out that if i join his korean fan club, I'll get special passes to meet him next time in korea and get his official fan club card YAY :D I was so damn tempted to join it but the only thing I understand frm his korean website is that the membership fee is 25,000 won. Other than that, its gibberish..

Fml.

And I realise that thre is no Official Lee min ho fan club in Malaysia??

HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE??

Should I start one.. I can be the president XD

And why did noone tell me that he was in Singapore on the 31st of july??? ARGHHHHHHHHH.. SO near, yet.. so far..

FML X 1000000000000000000000000

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn..

2010-07-26T04:15:00.000-07:00

HELLLOOO.

Sorry I totally forgotten that I have a blog!!

Been so occupied lately that I barely even slept :(

My 2 of darlings left over the weekend back to aussie.

Was spending so much time with the girls ..

Having spontaneous nights out and doing crazy stuff..

It was soo crazy. none of us plan to club that night. Or wore anything appropriate for clubbing. But we did.

And it turned out to be the best spontaneous girlie night ever!

Will miss it very much when we all separate once again..

But its ok, I'm busy with my new darlings.. LEE MIN HO AND KIM BUM.

Meet my new idol :)

Goodbye lee dong wook.. its lee min ho ftw :D

Tell me, it is even possible to meet someone like that!!!

I think I annoyed my mum today. She asked me to suggest a place for lunch today, so I said sunrise duck rice. But because of my ignorance, we didnt have lunch there because it closes on monday. So she asked me what else I had in mind for lunch but all I could say was, no sunrise, no lee min ho, no life.

God. =.=

Hahaha. Ok enough bout my obsession.

Something random just happened:

I just got chased my a dog while jogging.. wtf. Thank god i reached the guard house in time. I thought my legs were gonna fail on me O.O

I knw that its silly to run away from a dog. I was initially walking really slowly and I tried my best not to have eye contact with the dog. It kept following me. Closer and closer. To the point I suddenly heard it growling and barking. And so, I ran for my life.

Good way to work out!

Will have a proper post soon. As for now, I'm gonna immerse myself with GU JUN PYO. KTHXBYE.

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2010-07-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

I had lunch with kamen (and spouse), lihong (and spouse), jx, jon c and riz today but.. that not the highlight today. Who cares about them.. pfft :P

The main point of this post is...

jeng jeng jengggg..

MY STUFF IS FINALLY HERE!!!

God bless my business partner. She didnt want anyone to know what it is, so she wrapped it up for me.

Good luck indeed. I need it!

Today was the first time I played the piano after a year..

Surprisingly, Im still able to still sight read well enough.

River flows in you. Brought back so many memories..

I cant believe how fast time pass!

Story of my life.

2010-07-08T07:35:00.000-07:00

Does everyone still remember their first love? I sure do.

And it was fucked.

A convo with a friend just reminded me of all the painful memories I had.

It was a mistake chatting with him.

I cant believe that there's still so much hatred in me.

A picture taken when all those shits were happening.

Like the words of kamen, we were once thin. heh.

Sipping gin and juice.

2010-07-08T05:09:00.000-07:00

For the past entire week, I have substituted meat for soup cos I was ill.

From chicken soup to mushroom soup, abc soup, whatever rubbish soup you can think off.

And I lost 2 kgs :D

Every time I have a craving for chocolate, I open up Jane Norman's website.

Seriously, it works.

Tracy tracy check this out in glasgowwww
http://www.janenorman.co.uk/fcp/product/buy-fashion-look-fabulous/Sale/lattice-back-dress/9187?colour=black

I WANNNTTTT....

I think back to the times when I got so depressed in the dressing room.

(BTW KAMEN, BETTER BUY ME THOSE PILLS. I NEED THEM DESPERATELY!!!)

I managed to skive work for 2 days because of my flu but it rained for those 2 days. Just my luck. Made me feel gloomier.

One thing I dont miss about Malaysia is the thunderstorms. Urghh.

When my fever subsided, daddy brought me to a Vietnamese restaurant down at One bangsar.

The presentation was good but Im not a big fan of Vietnamese food.

The flavour was too fishy for my liking and I dont quite like having basil in all my dishes.

I only took pictures of some of the appetizers we ordered cos it was pretty unique :)

Jackfruit and Prawn Salad. Quite an odd combination but it was pretty good.

Fried spring rolls (sticking out from a pineapple). Yeah, thanks, it made my throat worse :( But they made it look so cool!

Fishcakes with sugarcane. I miss sugarcane!!!

Ok sorry for my bad photography skills and lousy resolution picture. You're supposed to focus on the pretty carrot craved bird and not my mummy's flabby stomach ahahahhaha. wth.

I realised that I havent been eating any western food for the past 3 weeks.

AND I DONT EVEN MISS IT :P

So anyway, I've been busy lately. And tired. Of work.

I face this shit everyday. The "poison" cabinet. And I didnt study pharmacy just to dispense morning after pills!! AND STOCK COUNT CONDOMS.

I knw every single brand and type of condom and lubricant Guardian sells now.

What the heck.

***

When to Phuture last week and the week before. (People ask me why do I like to go to Phuture and I always say, because I want to know the future.. I know, lame lame......)

The whole world usually clubs there. Thats why.

And the music is good!

Finally partied with both the babes. BUT I WAS DAMN SOBER. Not a single drop of alcohol. Ok maybe just a sip. BECAUSE I WAS SICK :((

Walked around so much trying to find my friends and watchng them get drunk.

Oh boy.

Met one of my sam classmates as wellllllll :)) She looks sooooo cute ahha like a teddy bear.

The "drunk" future dentists..

Wasnt that bad of a night actually. Managed to catch up with a lot of people. BUT, I think I need to rest this week. I'm getting way tooooo old for this.

Mahjong anyone? :D

Stereo love.

2010-07-01T18:05:00.000-07:00

Nothing last forever.

Not even love nor friendship.

In time to come, everything changes.

People, places, feelings.

I want to find something real.

Feelings- happiness, disappointment, sorrow. Well, they're temporary.

They'll wear off over time.

Sorry I cant reciprocate. I have my reasons.

xx

Dyinggggg!

2010-06-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

Its the 8th time I'm down with a flu/cough/fever/sorethroat this year :(

Horrrrrrid feeling!

On the other hand, I got to leave work early today :D

Fall in love all over again.

2010-06-27T03:08:00.000-07:00

Dear blog,

When I was in college, I saw this guy. I thought he was pretty cute.

3 years down the road, I met him again yesterday.

He asked me to dance.

All I could do was.. smile.. and puke..

Epic fail. Drunktard.

FML.

Thank youuuuuuuu xin for getting me home safely. As usual :) Bestieeeeee!

Oh well.. on the bright side, I passed all my papers :D Soooooooo unexpected!!! Had a shock of my life. NO MORE PP3 WAhahahahahahahaaa...... :D Soo thankful!

So.. hmm.. Just gonna write a short update about my entire week.

I started the most boringgggggggggggggggg internship/job.

All I do is label the drugs, count em and stand there for the 8 freaking hours every single day.

I HATE IT. I didnt study so hard just to do that. Seriously, I think being a community pharmacist in Malaysia is not my kind of thing.I need to do something more rewarding and fulfilling. I NEEEEEEEEED A LIFE.

After work, I've been going out and meeting my friends till soo late every night and this is taking a toll on me. Imagine just having less than 4 hours of sleep everyday.

:(

My parents brought me to Daorae after work yesterday..

Korean BBQ :D MISS IT SO MUCH.

Unfortunately, I didnt really enjoy my meal this time.

The quality has gone down. Service was soo slow and they left out a few orders.

Had japanese food the other day too at Sujimoto.

I think I over ordered because I wanted to eat everything!!

Soft shell crab, sashimi, unagi, beef. LOVVVVVVEEEEEEE!!

I never fail to order this everytime I'm there. Thin sliced beef. Yummm.

****
I would blog about the night which I could not stop laughing but, I dont think its a very good idea so I'm just gonna post up a couple of pics.

Kamen and her naked Aaron.

Stupid kamen showing us gay porn and animal porn. Errrrrrr...

Kamen and her Jee king.

Ok the end.

I know I should type more cos posting up random pictures is pretty pointless but the hangover is killing me right now so... ta :)

Now jump up let's get crazy..

2010-06-21T04:59:00.000-07:00

After hearing all about Rootz while I was in Glasgow, I was quite excited to check the place out.

Apparently its quite posh and the crowd is awesome..

Verdict: Quite disappointed that the dance floor was really small. Music selection was really good though but the crowd totally ruined it..

Before kamen came to fetch me, she sent me a text along the lines of..

"Dont wear too hot. After I emo. Wear turtle neck. If not I curse that your fats will stick out."

What kind of friend is this??

She's still the same Kamen i know and love :)

The mirror shot.

My scandalous friend :)

Basically, it was too crowded. Syaz, Nic, Victor and their friends came along too.

Werent very satisfied so we headed to Jalan Alor for supper. Hokkien mee, beef noodles, salted egg squid and sting ray. Definitely worth it.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

2010-06-20T23:07:00.000-07:00

I could really use a wish right now.

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish

To go back to a place much simpler than this

So many things on my mind now.. I just need a little guidance. Please?

And just when I wanted to watch a disney cartoon to make me feel a little better...

..I see this on the screen. HUMPH. MY PARENTS UNSUBSCRIBED ALL THE CARTOON CHANNELS WHILE I WAS GONE.

HOW COULD THEY!!!!??

Just take me to a pretty place far away..

Where I can just sit and stare into the horizon.

♥

Northern Ireland.

Dublin. The set of P.S I Love you.

I'm sitting in front of my laptop while listening to tunes from yiruma and reading the obituary section of the newspaper.

Dont ask me why am I reading other people's obituaries. I am just weird like that.

This reminded me of a conversation I had with my grandfather last night. He is going to reach 90 soon yet he still plays golf every single morning.

At his age, it is definitely a blessing to be as fit and healthy as him. He told me that all his friends has already passed away and he is the only one left.

Growing old and leaving the world is a life process. It saddens me to know that nothing can ever change that fact.

Cherish your love ones. Especially your grandparents and parents.

Its their love that created you.

My dad used to remind me that my home is my base. When the world is against me and I need a shoulder to lean on, I will always have the support of my family.

Their love is unconditional.

Dont ever forget that :)

Father's day dinner at Grand Imperial, Bsc.

Home is where the heart is..

2010-06-19T02:10:00.000-07:00

That's right, I'm back :D

And this time, I managed to NOT miss my flight and make it back home safely :)

SEVEN FREAKING TEEN HOURS FLIGHT.

I'm stilll recuperating..

My comfort zone :)

Everything still looks the same after 9 months..

Been out every single night since I got back.

Actually forgotten how much fun I can have in KL. Bars close LATEEEE. Shops close LATE. Mamak operates 24 hours. And most importantly, I have my lovely friends here. XY, CHAU LIHONG, ARIF, I'm still waiting for you guyss to come back!!

Met up with kamen and her aaron on the night I was back, they taught me this crazyyy game which involves pinching.

The next morning, my mum saw my hands and I was like, the ghost pinched me!

Met up with Nick, Jiexing, Jwin Hon and some of their friends the night after.

Thank you for organising last night for me but I dont think playing the Circle of Death isnt a very good idea.

Drank sooo much but it was fun catching up you guys.

Woke up to see my leg being scribbled on.

Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiih...

It's soooo good to be back!

The feeling of being chauffeured around, food being prepared by mummy, clothes washed by my maid.. total bliss ;D

In a way, I kinda miss scotland too!

After I sat for my horrible finals, we girls had our own picnic outside our flat.

We had chicken, 2 pizzas, sandwiches, skewers with loads of drinks.

Grace and I.
I personally like this picture a lot. Everyone look so happy :D

Love these pictures. All smiles :D

Gonna start working on wednesday at guardian pharmacy in hartamas.

Kinda reluctant but I guess its to beautify my resume and get some extra cash.

Hope I dont quit after a week!

Sorry for my hiatus!

2010-06-13T04:27:00.001-07:00

My past week has been sooooooo hectic!

I feel like a nomad, moving from place to place, not having a proper home now :(

Just going to have a brief update now cos I'm using Ei leen's laptop.

Firstly, I just got back from Ireland..

Awesome trip but again, I shall write a post on that later on. (Right.. I procrastinated writting about my paris trip which was 3 months back, then Newcastle, now Ireland. Gosh, I suck!)

But I had the most memorable night at Dublin, and due to unforeseen circumstances, I extended my stay for another 12 hours.

Why??

I missed my flight back to Glasgow. Bloody hell. And I was actually in the airport for about 2 hours before boarding time.

Saw my plane fly off without me. Had a sleepless night cos I had to wait till the ticket counter open a 3 am to change my flight and waited till 9am for the next flight.

On a brighter note, the rest of the pharmacy batch has arrived!! :D

Miss them so muchh but, I'm leaving Glasgow soon.

Leaving back to Malaysia sooner than expected but I'm not telling when. Maybe I could use a few days to diet and rejuvenate myself before facing the world =P

Cant wait!

If I ask nice, can I take you home with me?

2010-06-02T09:18:00.000-07:00

I have not updated my blog since foreverrr and I dont even know where to start!

For the past 2-3 weeks of my holiday, I've been wasting my life away..

Just waiting for the 22nd so that I can go home T__T

Went to newcastle over the weekend and it was fun :)

Tracy's friend came over for 5 days and I pissed the hell out of him.

Sorry jijiman =P

Will blog more about newcastle once I sort my pictures out..

Tracy left on sunday, back to kl, leaving us 3 girls behind.

But, like they say, when the cat's away, the mouse comes out to play..

So we went to Bamboo :)

Haha joking Tracy! I'm missing you already :(

I look so different in this picture. Scares me to see how much I've aged. 21 soon :( :(
Its okay, I'm always young at heart heh. :)

Spot Jijiman haha!

Was quite a strange night.

Was literally blind towards the end.

My contact lens went missing. And you know that I'm useless without them.

Kyle became my blind dog haha :P

Anyway, I really cant wait to go crazy with my bitches back in KL. They bring the life out in me :Pp

Really hope to blog more soon and stop procrastinating!

But first I've got to start packing and get my NES application done. Argh.

Going to belfast and dublin on the 6th :)

Say goodbye titanic..

2010-05-25T16:34:00.000-07:00

Its really over now.

I really dont want to stay here anymore.

I wished I was going home to KL soon.

I feel so sad now. I dont understand myself.

Is it a mistake? I dont know. Whatever it is, there's nothing I can do now.

I dont know why I'm pushing you away.

Maybe its not meant to be.

I made the decision so I have to live with it.

The ship has officially sunk.

I heart the beach!

2010-05-24T14:22:00.000-07:00

Spontaneous outing to the beach today with my darlings.

An hour away from the city, to the town called Ayr.

Beautiful weather now to be out :)

To feel a little warmth from the sun and the breeze is just awesome.

A day which I just want to lie on the sand and forget about everything.

Unfortunately, something weird happened today but I shouldn't mention it here.

Gave me a shock of my life.

I never actually thought he was serious.

Gosh.

You are what you eat.

2010-05-23T03:43:00.000-07:00

Ever since my exams ended, I've been out practically almost everyday just wasting my money, time and life away ;D

The night when biopharm 4 paper ended, I didnt get drunk. I didnt drink. I didnt club :O

We had a girls night out, dinner and movie after..

After 8 months in Glasgow, we decided to try out Fridays since they say that its much better here than in KL.

The looks of happy people who has just finished their finals =D

More like dead drained out and tired..

We had sesame chicken for our appetizer. Its sweet but the sauce goes very well with the meat.

I had sirloin steak. Fair enough, but I've had better though.. I asked for medium to welldone but my meat too well done that the beef wasnt really juicy
anymore..

Grace had pork ribs and prawns which was actually good.

Whitni had prawns. What you see is what you get. Fried prawns. It was okay but nothing really special.

The next day, we went shopping (yeah, as usual) and went for a Italian dinner this time at Antipasti down at sauchiehall st.

Had Bruschetta for appetiser. The bread was well buttered and it very tasty but I think its pretty simple to make it.

Whitni's minestrone soup with bread.

My main course- Lasagna with LOADS OF CHEESE. I love cheese so much but I havent had it in so long ever since I became really obesed. Serves me right.

Tracy had fish :)) But I'm not really a big fan of fish though but it was tasted ok :D

We had to stay in for dessert because it started raining outside and it was a long walk back home.

We shared a tiramisu and a cheese creme brulee cake :)

The tiramisu cake was very soft and there was a hint of green tea but the coffee and alcohol taste was lacking. Had better though.

As for the cheese creme brulee cake, it was something different for me. Was actually very good :)

And I got a confession to make. In the midst of typing this post out, I totally forgotten my chicken which was left in the grill. Its totally burnt now. :( So much for lunch.

Will post more on the picnics and other outings soon ;D

XInny Chen.

2010-05-17T03:13:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st birthday babe! Finally got the date right. And no, its not cos of facebook =P

Sorry I cant be there with you in Australia right now to celebrate your birth, but I know we'll definitely be seeing each other very soon.

If you realised, I've known you for a very, very long time. Since std 2.

And now, you're a fully developed woman. HAhahaa.

We've been through so much shits together. Thanks for driving all the way to my place with beers and a self help break up book when I was so down.

All the nights out with you were tremendously fun.

Remember this? Joke of the year. The girl was a stranger hahaha.

And, our pet project, mydressspace. Every fortnight, we would be in Jalan kenanga buying clothes, modelling em, and trying desperately to sell them.

Dont forget, our frequent yamcha "geng sam si" session at devis during midnight, starbucks and mcd centerpoint!

Our "glamour" night out when we tried to dress up and act sophisticated but I was a total fail by falling on the road while walking lol.

And our picnic day, where we encountered a crazy flasher behind a tree =D

Anyway, bottomline is, we've went through so much together, and I ♥ you.

Have a wonderful 21st :)

My plethora of questions left unanswered.

2010-05-17T03:04:00.001-07:00

Two roads diverge in a yellow woods.

I for one, chose the road less taken.

The path which lead me to be lost.

What have I done?

Sometimes, I shouldn't rush into things. Sometimes, I need time to think. Sometimes, its not going to turn out the way I expect it to be.

Sometimes, I just wonder whether am I thinking too much?

MIA

2010-05-12T08:27:00.001-07:00

As usual, exam period= feel like dying= feel like crap= just wanna bury myself in a hole and die there.

I'm in the midst of my finals now. 2 papers down, 2 more 2 go!!

Biopharm 4 is smothering me. Help :(

I cant wait for summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FREEDOM NEXT TUEDAYYYYYY!!

I miss my mummy and daddy ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Heehe.

Havent seen them in ages. Not even on skype. My parents are so old fashioned.

They say I resemble my mum. Do I really?

Anyway, I hope I get through this finals. I really hope I do.

Ok, I'm done procrastinating for the hour. I'll find something else to do the next hour.

Yeah, I have not changed. Still the Queen of Procrastination.

**

I'm uncertain. I feel trapped. I want to know whether I've made the right decision. Only time will tell..

Whatever it may be, I hope everything will still remain the same.

I hate exams.

2010-05-05T05:18:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt like at time you just feel like screaming your lungs out and just killing someone. Like a RAGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Yeah. That's exactly how I feel now. Fuck this pp3 exemption test.

On a more humorous note,

click to enlarge :)

Dressed to the nines.

2010-05-03T12:50:00.000-07:00

Im really bad at updating my blog on time. My life is pretty much dull now though, just eating, sleeping, studying and dying.

I'm sure you've heard of the equation before which goes something like Student + Dying = Studying.

So anyway, last Saturday, my housemates (except grace) and I dressed up for the Pharmacy Ball at Hilton.

I dont know about you, but the best part for me is always the getting ready stage. I love putting make up on and getting my hair sorted out.

Kwong, whitni and I at the entrance.

I kinda drank too much on an empty stomach. Wasnt a really good idea. Drank a lot of champagne and wine.

Quite a bad photo of me, Vivian and Whitni.

Lucy whom I thought looked really gorgeous that night.

Martin and Tracy.

Us with Ian Towle. The friendliest lecturer around. He's dead nice :)

My night could have been a lot better and I dont think it could have gone worse considering the fact that I fell on my ass while dancing the ceilidh dance and being quite tipsy, calling a random girl, voluptuous.

Overall, it wasnt too bad. A welcomed break from my studying :)

Oh boy.

I realised that my bra is exposed in all the pictures taken. Sucks to be me.

I'll update more soon I promise!

I'm a fat kid.

2010-04-25T04:21:00.001-07:00

Lack the time to update my blog, but yeah, since I'm procrastinating, here goes..

Had pp2 test on Tuesday- Probably screwed it up.

Hospital visit on Wednesday- Was pretty interesting! Got to see the workplace of the pharmacists and see what a hospital pharmacist do. Had to follow a case of a patient with abdominal pain go through all his drugs.

FMT 2 test on Friday- Totally screwed it up.

I havent been eating well lately. My meals these days usually consist of frozen food, fried chicken or instant noodles.

I really cant be bothered to cook! And clean! Urghhh.

Where's mummy when I need her??

I crave for duck rice!!!!!

When I was in london, I ate 2 plates of duck rice in 3 days.

That's how good it was =P

I cant wait to go home to the stall in Bangsar. Best char siew and duck rice in townnnn!

I also went to a restaurant in London which was open by Malays.

They served authentic malaysian food which was sooo good!

And ABC..... Really missed this! T__T

And yeah, being the greedy me, I even ordered kuih =P

Now I'm excited to go home! Gonna gorge myself with loads of food. Fucking fat already but who cares. I'm gonna miss the bus anyways! Can't wait to seeeee my belovedddddddddddddd friends!!!

Another hectic week ahead of me. PP2 presentation on tuesday, PP3 video test on wednesday, and the Pharmacy Ball on saturday at the Hilton!

Bought my dress 3 months ago and I probably cant fit into it right now :(

Oh boy.

Ridin' solo.

2010-04-18T08:53:00.000-07:00

Gonna have seriously a hectic upcoming week!

Oh nooo.Pharmacy Practice 3 class test on tuesday, hospital attachment on wednesday, FMT class test on friday.

What the fuck.

I'm on the brink of breaking down cos I have yet to memorise any shit.

And the only consolation of the week was, "JANE NORMAN IS ON SALEEEE" quote whit-ni.

So yeah, that was the only thing which could actually get me out from my room.

So while my other coursemates were busy studying, the girls from Flat F4 went out to shop.
Bah.
Yeah, look at the Jane Norman bags they are each holding..

And yeah, today's Simba's birthday :)

Was over there for a bit to chill with them till the clock striked 12.

Poor simba, his housemates were busy playing xbox to even sing him a birthday song =P

Happy 22nd birthday nerd :)

Because I'm the Queen of Procrastionation.

2010-04-12T12:13:00.000-07:00

Weather's been good. Life's been great. 2 major test next week and finals on May 10th.

And what have I been doing??

Gosh. Its too sunny to stay indoors, so yours truly went down to the beach!I would want to continue my paris post but, I'm quite sick of talking about Paris and looking at the pictures taken atm, so yeah, the seasiiiiiide =D

I knoww, you dont even have to say it.. I'm a poser!

I havent camwhored in the longest time, so yeah, bare with me =P

Took an hour to reach Troon. But I was told that the Scotland beach is no where as nice as the ones in Malaysia (excluding Port Dickson of course =P)

I had the worst photographer in the world. All the pictures taken of me totally failed. Or maybe its just me. The wind was so strong and the sun was shining ever so brightly. I loved it =D I actually felt the heat for once in Scotland!

I miss the feeling of the sand brushing against my feet.

Ahh.. If only everyday could be like this. No worries in the world. Just sitting by the beach and watch the waves, seagulls and the clear blue sky :)

If its true, let go and it will come back to you.

2010-04-11T01:54:00.000-07:00

Alright I'm backkk! Never been so glad to be back to my room in Glasgow. Seriously.

Never thought that I would miss kampung Glasgow so much after travelling around Paris and London for a week.

For the record, Paris was awwwwwwwwwwwesome!! Its so pretty!! I'm been love strucked by all the wonderful architectures and the carvings. So damn grand!

I did everything and visited every famous site a tourist would visit including getting wasted every night!

Gosh.

It was hell I tell you!! Lack of sleep plus hangovers including waking up really early in the morning!

This was our booze for the final night in Paris. 4 of us consumed this shit.

Totally smashed.

Pretty Grace with her flower :)

I never understood why people kept calling Paris, the city of love. Now I do.

I'm in love.

Will post up more pictures soon! Such a busy month now, preparing for my class tests and finals. I'm a dead fish!!

You're the bird and I'm the plane.

2010-04-03T11:56:00.000-07:00

Sorry, another short update again..

Its the start of my Easter break :)

Biopharm 4 test is over, drugs and disease report- done.

Say hello to 2 weeks break! Not exactly a break when there's loads of presentations, tests and my finals lined up in April and May.

I'm sick again. Horrible feeling. Been sick 6 times in less than 7 months. A record for me.

Urgh.

I'll be off to paris and london for easter :)

Leaving in a few hours time!!

Hope the weather's good over there. Its been quite sunny in scotland for a last few days now. Lovely. LOVE THE SUN..

Was packing my luggage last night.

Well, not me. I asked my housemates to do it.

Whitni and Tracy in particular.

This is how they packed for me....

Bloody hell. Pillow, a hanger and bras.

Thanks darlings =P

Alrighty. I'm off now. See yous in a week :) Loves.

Weather forecast.

2010-03-30T18:16:00.000-07:00

This my friends, is the weather forecast in Scotland for the next 5 days.

Note up there, Tuesday and Wednesday =Heavy snow.

And do you know that its actually spring now?

UTTER BULLSHIT.

I really need to rant this out, so here goes.. I HATE THE SCOTTISH WEATHER, I HATE THE SNOW, I HATE WALKING IN THE RAIN, I HATE THE SLATES BRUSHING AGAINST MY FACE, I MISS THE SUN.

Last Sunday, someone actually told me that it's gonna snow this week. And I laughed at that statement. "but its spring!"

Little did I know.

I really hope it clears up on saturdayyyyyy !

Okay folks, thats all about the weather for now.

Have a nice night.

I can feel it with my heart.

2010-03-28T07:07:00.000-07:00

Apologies for not updating my blog earlier.

Have been really, really, REALLY busy.

Been entertaining Soojin for the past 3 nights, sleeping at 5 am everyday just drinking and chilling. Its crazy.

Now, I still sleep at 5 am, trying to finish my report and I've got a biopharm test.

Shit.

Will be back sooooooon :)

Easter hols, I cant wait!

Paris baby, here I come ;)

Breakeven.

2010-03-21T04:04:00.001-07:00

Can the curse be broken already?

I don't want to lose anymore.

St. paddy's day

2010-03-20T14:54:00.000-07:00

How did all of you celebrate st. patrick's day?

Mine was really random. Got a text from a friend. He asked whether I wanted to go to the union and so yeah, Whitni and I went for the sake of it.

Drinks were cheap that night, with loads of drunktards around.

Initially I felt kinda out of place, but later on, I met a few friends and batchmates over there :)

Was wearing all black when I should have worn green.

Some drunky saw us and called whitni- ding and me- dong. ==

Was really packed that night. And oooh, I saw "westlife"! Hahah what a joke.

Came home that night with my hand all scribbled.

Thank you very much.

I'm pretty stressed out right now with my work load.

Anti cancer drug essay to hand up on the 1st of april.

Biopharmacy 4 class test on the 1st of april.

Fmt class test in may.

Finals in may.

SOOJIN is coming next weeeeeeek =D

****GRACE**** says hi!

okbye.

I'll come running to see you again..

2010-03-16T17:40:00.000-07:00

Ah, I'm so exhausted. No, I wasnt studying, I slept at 4 30 am yesterday playing sonic the hedgehog. Yeah, that's right, I'm an idiot.

I'm really packing on the calories and havent been going to the gym at all lately. An hour after having my dinner, I went out to have steak? What the heck.........

Was in pharmacy practice 3 lab today and we had to learn how to check blood pressure, use inhalers, and check glucose levels. For checking the glucose level in the body, a blood sample is needed.

And as most of you know, I'm a wuss when it comes to needles. But surprisingly, I went first and had my finger pierced.

It couldnt stop bleeding after that :( Weirdo. Heh.

Was in the student union on last Thursday and Friday watching a dance show organised by the dance society.

Dont ask me why I went for 2 days in a row ==

It was pretty good actually :) From ballet to jazz, hiphop, celtic taps and breakdancing.

And on sunday, we went to tesco for our WEEKLY grocery shopping.

Girls, I think we need to stop this habit.

Its crazy!

One thing about me is that, I love love love grocery shopping! More than clothes shopping, although I just bought another gap jacket today XD

Absurd. We eat like pigs =D

Anyway, I'm off to bed. Someone, please slap me if you see me playing sonic instead of studying!!!

Pull the trigger.

2010-03-10T15:59:00.001-08:00

Only a few things which can make me happy right now.

Having to be able to buy pretty clothes, my haagen daaz bailey's favoured ice cream and losing weight.

Been on a shopping spree for the past 2 days. Pretty damaging to my purse but, what the heck it was all worth it.

My bag of happiness. From one of my favourite designers. Love love love her clothes. Pretty designs and cutting. =D

Went to this shop which sold lotsa cool hair stuff today.

I bought bumpits! Tracy was like... wott? Then I told her that its for the armpits. LOL. I think she kinda believed me.

I need big hair! I like big hairrrrrrrrr!!

Feeling so lethargic nowadays. I dont know what's wrong with me.

I just wish that everyday is sunday and I dont have to go to class.

How awesome it would be just being able to spend time with the girls and having random outing :)

However that's not the case. Biopharm 4 class test coming up argh. Gotta start studyingggggggggggg...

Oh my goodness what have I done!!!

2010-03-07T13:51:00.000-08:00

Came home today after dinner over at Jasper's to find a horribly disgusting burnt smell.

I thought I forgotten to switch off my straightener but apparently that wasnt the case.

Dammit.

It came from the kitchen.

SH..IT........

Before leaving the house, I put a chicken in the oven. And.. yeah, totally forgotten about it until about 5 hours later.

R.I.P Chicken. Hello charcoal.

Damn sad.

***

Syaz and Sophie came over to Glasgow yesterday for a day trip :)

Laura who is Sophie's friend, brought us to the west end for shisha!

Oh how I miss it soooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Otago Street.

I kind of like it over there.

So zen. So peaceful. Totally opposite from the city centre.

Shisha and teaaaaaaaaaaa. :) It was good.

I'm happy :) and sleepy.

Dont know why I've been so tired for the past few days.

Weather's been good though.

Springggggggggg :) Love ittt! *hearts*

You're a hot mess and Im craving fr you.

2010-03-05T18:22:00.000-08:00

I feel terribly bad. And you're not of any help easing my guilt.

I know you think that I wouldnt understand. There's always google and friends.

I'm sorry, but ..

I'm just sorry.

SOOOOOOOO, anyways, on a brighter note,

Whelan's and Grace's birthday was last week.

How how time flies.

I'll be back in KL so so sooon.

The story of how we got grace drunk! According to her, its her first time ever. Smashhhhhed :)

We played a drinking card game, obviously was aimed to bring the birthday girl down.

Rose wine, white wine and gin. Kau tim. :)

And yes, that night was the first night which I was technically indirectly kicked out from a club.

NOT MY Fault though aherm aherm hahaha.

Grace looks normal indeed :)

But as you know, looks can be deceiving..

The night involved lotsa screaming, shouting, puking and falling down on the ground.

Kenneth was extremely sweet to grace the entire night. From taking care of her, to cleaning her boots and getting her drunk. Yepppp. Lucky girl huh :)

Just say the wooorrddddd.

2010-03-03T03:22:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I wonder, why do I even have a blog when I hardly ever pen down my true feelings and even updating it?? All I ever do is just post up pictures of me smiling. What the heck.

All my post are just so vague. I just I'm more of a private person.. not. I think I can express my thoughts pretty well enough, just that I'm more discreet when it comes to posting up my feelings where any Tom, Dick, or Harry can read it.

Dammit, what am I saying. My mind is still groggy from last night.

Was out in Kushion last night. Felt a lil odd not knowing anyone except for the person who asked me out. But one thing is for sure, Architecture home students are wayy better looking than the 3rd year Pharmacy ones =P

Random: Never let me near a scissors. I really cannot kick the damn habit of cutting my own hair.

Will be back to blog more on Grace's 21st birthday SMASHING. Like literally.

Bittersweet.

2010-03-01T06:11:00.000-08:00

Have you ever been overwhelmed with mixed feelings till you just dont know what to do anymore?

Yeah. I'm a confused girl.

I have not changed my ways. Still the same ol' idiot. Challenge. Pfft. I need to get a life hahaha.

I don't understand. Noone else would anyway.

On a brighter note, happy birthday grace =)

You're officially twentyone now!

Cny part 2

2010-02-22T16:27:00.000-08:00

Why am I so lazy to update my blog?? WHY!! Its almost the end of february and I only have 3 posts for the month. My blog is something like my diary which I write down most of the events that happen in my life. Not very much on my personal feelings though, not that I have any.

Say Hi to my besties!! :D

Last friday, I attended my senior's chinese new year party, and boy were there tons of food.

Yes I admit, the only reason why I was there was for the food!

Has anyone gained weight? Cos I did. Sigh.

I have a new habit now. Everytime before I eat something, I will check its calorie content and feel guilty about it the entire day.

I miss last year chinese new year when it was more about the gambling and I USED to be thin.

Damn!

I want bak kua!!!!!!!!

Someone's gonna turn 21 soon =)

Happy Chinese New Year and Vday =)

2010-02-15T12:06:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone =D Im terrible sorry, I totally neglected my blog, kinda forgotten to update this space for a while.. *shy*

My first chinese new year away from home, without my family.

Was expecting it to be a really quiet and lonely new year, but I guess I was proven wrong. With the accompany of my awesome friends, it didnt turn out quite as bad.

Had marks and spencer cookies to replace my beloved mummy's pineapple tarts and almond slices.

For me, chinese new year is about eating and gambling. And that's exactly what I did over here. Started by going to a chinese restaurant on friday for dinner. Yuummm, I never thought that I would miss chinese food so much!

Us on Valentine's day with the flower Kenneth posted to grace. So sweet huh!

Wearing all red for the occasion. SO gong xi fatt chai laaaa. Eyesore.

On the eve, we, the imu-ians gathered together for our chinese new year dinner :)

Everyone had to cook 2 chinese dish.

Was a really scrumptious meal, with wine chicken, wanton, vegetarian shark's fin, salted chicken, yam rice, pork fried rice, siew yoke, chinese mushroom, fish, tang yuen, bubur cha cha, lobak, etc..

Needlesss to say, I think i gained 5 kgs :(

We even had yee sang thanks you khong hern. So funny watching about 20 people "lou-sang-ing" together.

***

Got back at 4 am today, after a flat party. Had no idea I was going to be out that late, getting tipsy and such since I had class at 9 am the next day.

Was totally spontaneous , just after 5 mins shang rang invited me.

I was quite shocked to see all the other architecture students there.

We played a card game with 3 bottles of vodka, loads of beer, soya sauce and vinegar. Yes, wtf right, and I downed damn a lot soya sauce as punishment. Yuck.

Nelly won 20 pounds from the jackpot and bought us all icecream at mcds =)

Well, that's about it. Im fat. Im tired. And I got loads of work to catch up now. Back to the books yo!

I wished it was a dream.

2010-02-07T11:26:00.000-08:00

Woohoo. Today is the first day that I ate proper food (meat, salt, oil) since Wednesday.

Was on a detox diet which consisted of brown rice, a tiny wee salmon slice, long beans and mushroom. No salt, no milk, no sugar, no CHOCOLATE, no nothing and NO ALCOHOL.

And I survived! The first day was HORRIBLE, but it became easier as the days passed.

Now, everything taste super yummy to me. And I feel healthy! Not to mention, I lost a little weight but I'll probably gain it back after eating normally again.

So not me. I know.

****

Convo mag pictures..

It took us ages to plan what to wear and where to take our pics.

The first few pictures were total failures but then finally we managed to get a few nice shots.

Abit shy though, cos we were all dressed up in a very revealing manner when it is for a University magazine.

And the final outcome of it..

Tadaaa! Its not very outstanding, but heck, I hope its good enough!

Cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

2010-02-03T07:02:00.000-08:00

I just finished my finals. Which was on the 20th January. And it was pretty horrible. Imagine going through my study break with Christmas and the new year in between.

No mood to celebrate. No mood to party. No mood to study. Nothing.

And it was just cramming everything in the week before my exam.

Waking up around 12 noon, going to the library till late in the night about 1 am. Argh, I almost had a mental breakdown.

And today..

..barely 2 weeks later.. I was awoken from my sleep by this message.

My heart stopped.

What the hell.

I knew it was going to be out soon.

But NOT THIS SOON.

Dammit dammit.

Thank god I passed everything. Nothing to shout about. My biopharm 3 screwed me up. But this semester isnt just about passing.

Its about getting enough credits to progress to Year 4. Its about getting enough credits to get masters in pharmacy.

I need to strive even harder.

Fingers crossed. I need to get through 3 semesters more. xxx

I'll be there for you.

2010-01-30T17:07:00.000-08:00

When the world is dark, and you're all alone..

..remember that I'll always be there for you :)

I got your back my lovely friends!

Spent the whole of my Saturday taking pictures and editing them for the convo mag. I'm lifeless I know!

And if you're wondering, yes it was cold. Dont be fooled by the sun!

Pictures up soon :)

Burns Night.

2010-01-29T16:54:00.000-08:00

A Burns supper is a celebration of the life and poetry of the poet Robert Burns, author of many Scots poems. The suppers are normally held on or near the poet's birthday, 25 January, sometimes also known as Robert Burns Day or Burns Night (Burns Nicht).

Source: Wikipedia.

So yea, last monday, we girls went to the union to have our first ever burns supper!

We had a 3 course meal based on the traditional scottish food.

First up was the Scottish Broth which was mediocre but I was starving so it tasted okay. Whitni can cook better broths though heehe. As weird as it sounds, they put barley in their soup.

As for our main meal, it was haggis, neeps and tatties. A must try when you're here at Scotland. Haggis is made out of cow's intestines, very yummy but very sinfully fattening.

Grace hates haggis though. She tried to outsmart the waitress by telling her that she's vegetarian, only to receive a vegetarian haggis which tasted worse!

As for desert..

It was scottish tablet! It taste like sugar buttery cubes. Yeah, probably made out of sugar and butter. Freaking fattening. Yes tracy, we'll get fat if we eat a lot of those.

See our satisfied customers?? And after our dinner, we adjourned upstairs to learn the ceilidh dance, which is the scottish traditional dance. It was so funnn except for the fact that my feet were cover with blisters and loads of people kept stepping on my poor poor dainty feet. LOL.

Awesome night, its really interesting getting to know other people's culture :)

I feel like sleeping =(

2010-01-25T07:00:00.000-08:00

So, today is the first day of sem 6. And yes, I fell asleep in DD3 class. Omg?

Good job.

Havent been able to adjust my sleeping time yet. My biological clock is all screwed up, and I wake up around 11-12 am every single day. So you can imagine how I was like when I had to wake up at 7 30 am this morning. =((

Its back to the BNF, Stockleys and MEP. Oh god, you dont know how much I dread doing dose checking. AND ITS JUST THE FIRST FREAKING DAY.

I feel as though I havent rest enough yet.

Its was all about shopping and clubbing during the 5 days break I had.

Absolutely insufficient :(

We were having a highlighting each other scalp's competition and yes, I was raped.

Poor me :( And AH MAH was too busy taking pictures and laughing instead of saving her AH BU.

And yea, here's my new hairstyle..

Dont tell me that you dont see a difference in it! Its about 3-4 inches shorter :(

I look like a kid now..

Your love is my drug.

2010-01-21T15:07:00.000-08:00

Exams are finally O-V-E-R!!!

Yayyyyyyyy.

For the past 48 hours, I only had abut 7 hours of sleep.

Was super stress out for drug and disease 2, but thankfully the paper wasnt as bad as I would expect it to be. I had a mental breakdown the night before the exam, getting mixed up with all the drug names and not being able to thoroughly memorise them.

Daddy called me after my paper to teach me creative ways on how to spend his money. So, immediately after the exam, it was SHOPPPPPPPPING. SHOPPING FTW BABEH. And at night, it was Bamboo. The club was filled with 60% of my batchmates, all drunk and partying hardd. Too many funny things happened last night, and it always include drunktards.

My favourite buy is benefit's erase paste.

As most of my friends know, I always had problems with dark circles and eyebags. Things worsen as I progressed further into pursuing my pharmacy degree. All the late night ~~partying~~ studying right before exams took a toll on my skin.

I used to use dior's concealer which didnt provide much coverage. My recently bought estee lauder concealer was also insufficient in concealing my ugliness.

After reading loads of reviews online, I decided to try out Benefit's erase paste. Works like a charm! Absolutely awesome, the concentrated paste is able to cover my dark circles. I'm a happy girl. Its slightly pricey though for the amount. 19 pounds for 4.4g.

SOMEONE PLEASE DONATE ME SOME MONEY FOR A GOOD CAUSE. I NEED CREME DE LA MER. 123 POUNDS. PLEASSEEEE. IM UGLY!!

Bought a dress, gap jacket, new flats and got myself a haircut too! Its pretty short now, but I think it looks more volumised now. Aint a big fan of flat hairs. BIG HAIR FTW!

Today's my brother's birthday, so we girls roasted a chicken for dinner to "celebrate" on behalf of my brother. Hahahah.

And yes, if you're wondering, we ate like barbarians.

Pharmacy is torturous. Gives you a headache, makes you fat (from the hunger while studying and being stressed out), and makes you poor (from all the retail therapy).

And after all the slogging, guess what???

SCHOOL IS STARTING NEXT MONDAY AGAIN. OH NOOOO.

Classes are gonna be a pain in the ass. 9-5 on most of the days. FML.

I hope to study harder this time :(

No really. I hate myself for procrastinating.

Boo.

SEM 6, here I come.

Now Im sick of the snow!

2010-01-13T16:30:00.000-08:00

Do you notice, whenever it gets closer to my exams or when Im in the midst of doing my finals, I tend to blog more often.

Its the procrastination sickness!

I gotta get some professional help, somehow or rather.

Just gonna post up some pictures of snowball fights and the time when I made my first ever snowman =D

Me, Han yuen and whit-ni outside Martin's place.

Mr sully, mr ~~ugly~~snowball, mr muscles and mr jack.

I loveeeeeeeeee Mr. Muscles. He's my man. Look closely, he has got 6 packs and huge biceps =D Unfortunately, he is dead now :(

It was a tough job making him, with all the "Hai-YOHHH". And mind you, it was freezingggg. I almost died-ed.

***

For new year's eve, us girls minus tracy went to artem's flat with martin and kai for his flat party.

It was so weird just being the only 3 girls there with... aherm.. nvd.

All in all it was good. Everyone kept drinking and got quite drunk. *cough* fury *cough*

And after that, it was just pure staying-in-the-room-to-study days.

On the first day of 2010, I had dinner with my batch mates =D

Food was good with tortilla chips, sheppard's pie, tracy's tandoori chicken etc.

Damn, I'm sooo hungry now. Do you get hungry when you're studying? Cos i do.

Studying makes ppl fat >=( ! Hmph.

Strawberry avalanche

2010-01-12T17:24:00.001-08:00

1 down, 4 more to go!

I'm in the midst of doing my undeniably crazily hard finals.

I've actually unplugged the internet cable and placed my laptop away.. Yes, my addiction to facebook is THAT bad.

Feeling so upset right now.

Too many chemical structures and drug names to remember, so little time.

Best of luck everyone =D

Christmas dinnnahh!

2010-01-07T17:30:00.000-08:00

@ Di Maggios =)

We had an early christmas dinner together on the 21st before some of them left to london.

The love birds..

A shot taken outside the restaurant. I look like crap but the background is soooo pretty!

The food was pretty reasonable for the amount of portion given. We had pork ribs, pizza, steak, and hot wings.

It wasnt great but still, very satisfying. Still prefer chilis or tony romas though.

All in all, the bill came up to about 140 pounds.

Thanks Tracy, Whitni, Han Yuen aka JOsohhhhh, Grace, Kenneth, Martin and Adrian for the lovely presents :)

****

Got back from the library about 11 45 pm. Amount of studying done= none.

Im so screweddddddddddd. MONDAY BABEH. =O

Ahoy Folks!

2010-01-04T17:16:00.000-08:00

I dont know how some people can update their blogs everyday with loads of contents and I, on the other hand, am starting to dread updating this space.

I'm having my finals in a week's time and yet I'm procrastinating. Again. NOthing new.

I cooked dinner, ate, went online, ate, slept, ate and I'm here blogging (just because I dont want to read my biopharm).

GOOOOD. VERY GOOD. IF I FAIL, I deserve it.

My sleeping pattern is very very unhealthy. I'm usually awake till 4-5 am and I only start off my day at 1 pm.

****

On the day han yuen came, Kenneth wanted to drink, so we bought a bottle of smirnoff and played silly games which involved my eyeliner as a punishment.

The result:

Ya, like shit. And I look the the worst here although I didnt lose. COS YOU KNOW WHY, MR joe soh held me down and started drawing all over my face cos he is such a sore loser! Hmph!

After that, we went out for dimsum. Thanks ah soh! And yes, I went out looking like that. You wouldnt want to know what responses I got from some people..

***

On christmas day, we went over to Fiona's flat for a batch christmas party.

The girls..

And everyone else!

We ended up with a lot of camwhoring, singing songs and asking questions such as, if A likes you, what will you do? if B likes you what will you do? Hahah damn mou liu!

And the best thing about christmas is not the turkey. Its not the chocolates. Its not the christmas pudding. Its about BOXING day!!

Woohooo.

Damage done was pretty bad. Woke up at 6 30 am for it! Wasnt as crowded as I expected it to be and the sales was not to say very extrodinary..Oh well. Half price is good anyway.

Got a few pieces from one of my favourite designers, Jane Norman. I swear, I'm in love with her clothes. The cutting and design.

And oh yea, I bought some grandma body shaper panties thing from La Senza. I need it. After all the food and alcohol. Very bad. Very bad indeed.

Ok shall go back to studying nowwwwwwww.

Sleeping, weeping, with youu..

2009-12-30T08:31:00.001-08:00

I've got so much to update, but unfortunately I dont have the time right now.

Tomorrow is new year's eve. Boy, how time flies.

From last year's christmas to this year's christmas.

Its been a year.

For now, I shall entertain you with my retarded looking ginger bread man which we made during Christmas eve.

It was a very quiet night. But fun, just being spending quality time with my friends.

Love the presents :) Thanks y'all!

Till I find time, so long :) Happy new year everyone!!!!

2 more days till the new year. HELLO twothousandandten!

Finals in less than 2 weeks. Oh my god.

White.

2009-12-23T07:31:00.000-08:00

Its been snowing so heavily for the past week.

Had a photoshoot session with whitni and tracy.

It's crazy. Standing in the cold, posing with just a mere dress.

Awww, i love my housemates :) We're like a family!

Snowballlllllllll fightssssss!!

Give me a sohai pose!

*snap*

I guess im the only stupid one :(

Its christmas eve tmr. Merry christmas everyone =D

I miss my family and friends..

The snow made my day!

2009-12-19T03:45:00.000-08:00

This is it.

The end of sem 5.

And I'm still thinking, what the shit, didnt I just reached here??
My gong gong passed away after a month I was here.

I learnt so many new things, evolved in different ways, became slightly more independent, but dammit, I still procrastinate. KIll me please.

PROCRASTINATION wil be the death of me.

Christmas is nearing.

And you know what that means.

Going out to buy christmas presents =D

The christmas sales arent that big though and I'm not betting on boxing day. Its the january sales which I'm looking forward to baby!

Its so cold now though. The temperature is below zero degree celcius and its SNOWING =D

How exciting heh.

Oh oh, and all the christmas lightings and decorations are up too!

Christmas tree. Hahah Christmas 3. Inside joke.

Pretty isnt it?

Last night, I made pie again =)

The ingredients. I hate chopping. Took me 1 whole hour to chop up carrots, onions, mushrooms, and tomatoes.

And may I present to you,

Sheppard's pie!

And last but not least,

My "final" christmas present from Caryn to Karina. =D

You are noone.

2009-12-15T08:46:00.000-08:00

I believe some people's words and actions can be so misleading.

They might be sincere in some ways but, deep down, they are really selfish and doesnt care whether they might hurt other people.

Ok laaa Im not hurt but imagine if I was. (potong stim)

History is repeating itself.

I don't want to be that girl.

I dont want to be kept in the dark.

Despicable.

Remember, the internet is a very powerful tool.

Now I need to focus on fmt. Last week of the semester yo!

Too much of anything can make you sick.

2009-12-09T11:58:00.000-08:00

Its the time of the year again. No its not Christmas.

The peak stressed up period when the semester is ending and there's 2 class test lined up.

Its the time when I become extra religious, not that I ever was, I really need divine help.

I feel depressed.

Especially with this weather, even retail therapy cant help.

Can't wait for it to snow. Hopefully we'll get a white christmas.

I hate FMT. REPEAT AFTER ME. I HATE PREFORMULATION AND TESTING.
Who the hell needs NMR and HPLC for dispensing.

I spent 5 and a half hours in the lab today doing HPLC. Shit.

Its scary to see how we can look soo alike in the picture. Cina ppl same same la.

Maybe its not the time of the year, maybe its the time of the month. Ha!

Do you know what are you fighting for?

2009-12-06T09:12:00.000-08:00

Oh my god.

The shopping bug bit me again.

It took a break last month, but now its back and its vicious.

T____T

Byebye cash.

Hello pretty clothes =D

Okay fine, formal clothes dont go well with ugg boots.

I went out of control today.

"whitt... which one should I buy, i like everything T___T"

"Hmm, buy that black leather skirt.."

"Ya ya its damn hot I like it so much, but the highwaisted skirt looks awesome toooo T___T Why dont you try both??"

After trying it,

We bought everything.

Sigh.

Thank you daddy for the lovely christmas presents =P

Im lion king.. in the morning.

2009-12-03T15:53:00.001-08:00

I went shopping again today and guess what I bought!!

They're laundry bags =D

Arent they the cutest ever?

The pig for whit and lady bug for me heh.

I told her that it would make a good conversational piece when she brings it along with her when she does her laundry..

Hot stranger: Hey.. I like your pig.

Whit: Hey.. I like you.. ;)

Awesome pickup line no?

Hahahah.

**

Had lunch last week with the couple at some indian restaurant at Ingram St.

It was awesome. =) Thanks for taking me there.

Finally, some decent curry mutton for my very very neglected tummy.

The curry was awesome, since the spices and curry power are directly imported from India.

Yum. And it didnt even burn a hole in my pocket.

I've been a very good girl lately, not much shopping done =P

And woohoo, guess what arrived last Tuesday..

I got present from mama! Awww.

A 10 kg box filled with food and clothes. Like dude, who sends their daughter ready made san remo pasta when I can actually cook and buy them really cheap over here! And campbell soup? Ah, anyway, its the thought that counts. Love you maaa. Thanks for the bakkutteh and meat floss woohooo im a happy kid!

And for some random pics in my phone..

Eermm.. Yeah, im shy..

Okehh goonai I'm so tired just got back from the gym. Need to lose weight arhhh!

Bad Romance.

2009-12-02T01:43:00.000-08:00

Okay I'm back :) Sorry for not updating this space for a week. Biopharm 3 class test is finally over. Next up, PP3, PP2 and finally fmt. Dead. X_X

Even with these test, I managed to get drunk last friday night. Horrid. Really terrible hangover the next day.

Not really having an exciting time, its mostly spent in the library, at home, or, yea, thanks martin for distracting us and driving us to tesco at midnight for grocery shopping.

I'm currently waiting for my laundry to be done, then I'm off to do some shopping (yesss! Its been wayyyy too long) and maybe catch newmoon :)

And, since I love blogging with pictures,

I shall blog about 2 weeks back at Radio, Ashton Lane.

Martin or more like WHITNI, made us walked all the way to the west end.

Dont ask me how far is it. But its pretty good, the lane was filled with pubs and bars.

The whole night was filled with insults and laughters.

Cannot make it wahhahaa.

Stupid guy who was constantly fighting with me. My buddy hahaha.

Yes, we both challenged each other downing shots. Sambucca and shooterz. In the end, he died-ed. Wooohoo.

Okay gotta get my laundry now. Tata for now =)

Recharged.

2009-11-23T11:31:00.001-08:00

What do you do after studying for a test for 3 days straight.

You obviously have fun =D

It was party time.

DD test went okay so there were no guilt that night.

Us housemates with simba and adrian went down to karbon to meet our other classmates.

It was supposed to be "bonding time" but it went a little too wrong.

Nonetheless, other than having to walk under the rain and having my hair ruined, it wasnt too bad.

Us inhabitants of F4 =D

Bollywood. *inside joke*

We girlies came home pretty late that night and chatted till the break of dawn. I woke up at 7 am the next morning for class. It was a total nightmare and the rest of the day was spent sleeping.

How productive of me.

On Saturday, we went grocery shopping togethergether.

It was crazy. We spent a total of 200 pounds worth of groceries and household items.

So much junk food! Heh.

We got a new food system now. Everyone has to cook one day a week and wash up after that.

Last night, I baked Shepperd's pie which didnt turn out as bad as I thought except for the fact that my mash potatoes were quite soft.

Happy =D

And oh, I dyed my hair. I ruined my hair.

It was supposed to be purple.

Shit.

Round 2: Biopharmacy 3.

Oh lord.

Play hard. Study smart =D

Meet me halfway.

2009-11-20T16:14:00.000-08:00

I can feel itttttttt. This week is gonna be a good good week. Fingers crossed!

DD2 down, Biopharm 3, PP2, FMT and PP3 to go.

Awesome isnt it =D

Michael and Maria :) One of the friendliest couple around.

Mr Chan and Soh came to visit last weekend :)

One from birmingham and the other from malaysia. So nice of them!

So we, the inhibitants of F4 became the most wonderful-estest host to them. Heh.

The first time I met han yuan, we were insulting each other non-stop. Oh dear lord. Hahaha.

And he was tortured by us girls. Unfortunately I am not allowed to post up pics of his terrible ordeal. He looked too yong sui hahahaha.

I think he looks better off being a guy.

At Merchant City.

Scampi's for Grace.

Chicken bbq melt which tasted mediocre to me.

Stupid ron. Gave us all silly names.

Me- MUN-tao (mantao geddit?) hmph.

Tracy- Tracywooooo (which I think sounds better than tracy chong)

Grace- Highland cow (which I think suits her as well cos she likes making cow like sounds)

Whit-ni- Ah soh. ( the best name is the world huh? lolll)

Group pic :)

Oh boy Im so tired today. After a few night of not sleeping well, went to a club last night, slept at 5 am, woke up at 7 am for FMT class because attendance was going to be taken.

Horrible feeling.

I'm gonna recuperate over the weekend and start studyyyinnggg wooohoo !

Replay.

2009-11-17T13:06:00.000-08:00

I was so bored one of the days last week, I decided to try out one of cheeserland's tricks on making medium length hair look like long hair.

The verdict..

Totally fail.

Looks shorter than it already is hahaha.

Doing my hair results in a lot of camwhoring ;)

Oh yeah, something horrible happened AGAIN.

This time, someone entered our flat and stole grace's stuffs.

Her laptop, money, camera, phone, etc..

Thank god we're safe.

And the worst part is, all 4 of us were at home and the burglar managed to enter without us noticing anything.

So not safe not safe not safe.

Grace was terrified, so being such sweet housemates (ok i shiok sendiri here abit), we decided to go to sleep in the living room together.

And when I say living room, it means.. the floor!

Next morning damn backache hahaha.

They love taking ass shots. Comparing who has the biggest butt and all.

Unfortunately, im not the winner.. cs the biggest butt goes to...

Miss tracy wooo. My god look at it. Looks like MacDonald's logo weih.

Had a great weekend nonetheless, will blog about mr mooooo soon.

Time to study yo!

L-O-V-E is a word that I will never learn to pronounce.

2009-11-11T12:18:00.001-08:00

Omgggg..

Few hundred bucks just gone down the drain like that!

I just got cheated by some stupid shit website.

Last Friday, Whit-ni, Grace and I ordered 3 pairs of ugg boots from this bogus website thinking that it was a good deal.

Good my ass.

Say bye to my cash :(

We waited for 8 days, only to realise today that its never coming.

Good lord. What did i do to deserve this bah.

My weekend was...

Self - explanatory.

I dont see the point of blogging that often now since I prefer to update my status on facebook or something. Walking from Bath street to Sauchiehall st to buchanan st. to go to different clubs wtf.

NO MOOD AH MONEY KENA CHEATED BYEBYE.

Guy Fawkes Day.

2009-11-07T10:33:00.000-08:00

Wooo check out my new obsession!

I really hope it will last. I even went shopping for gym attire today!

So far, 3 days in a row and counting. I'm such a bum!

On friday night, it was guy fawkes day. Walked to glasgow green to see the awesome most awesome fireworks which was the highlight of the night!

So pretty!!

The whole place was packed with people.

There was even a carnival going on with rides and games. Cost a bomb though!

I love this pic!

I came home..... with...

Mr Huggables! Its a toy which I "won".

There's this game stall which you have to pay 2.50 pounds and they'll give you a stick to pick out any paper bag. Its a sure win thing but you wont know what you've picked till you pick it.

The exact same one tracy has.

Oh, and I watched saw 6 last night.

Dudeeeeeeeeeeee. Can it be anymore gory than it already is??

Good show though.

You sissy girlies should watch it =D

King of Pop.

2009-11-04T01:39:00.000-08:00

I managed to catch "This is it" last night. It was about the backstage footage of Michael Jackson rehearsing for his concert with his crew.

SUPER AWESOME!

I mean like, for the first time ever, I actually watched his dance moves thoroughly and he is such a great entertainer.

The movie actually reminded me of how much I used to enjoy Micheal Jackson's songs. (Shit, I'm revealing what era I was born in)

He is without a doubt, a man with great talent. Even at the age of 50, he projected himself to look and act much younger than he really is.

Well, not really in the looks aspect, I still think that he looks ugly ha ha oops.

Definitely a legend who was greatly misunderstood.

After that, I had siew mai, siau loong pau, char siew pau, har mai, mango pudding, salad prawn and egg yolk pau for supper at a chinese restaurant down at sauchiehall st. DUDE. DIMSUM is LOVE.

I felt like I was back home. With wah lai toi screening on the plasma tv.

Can someone say satisfaction? =D

Now now, its time to join the gym. Starting TODAY. Boo.

Oh, and I had this conversation yesterday with this guy and he said that he really don't mind if his girlfriend kisses another guy because it would mean:

If the guy is better than him, she deserves better.

If the guy is worse than him, its her lost.

Well, in my opinion, if a guy and girl officially becomes a couple, its like a mini commitment you make with each other. To be loyal and build the trust up together.

How can you trust each other if you go around kissing random guys/girls!

Totally dysfunctional!

The horrors of a relationship. Tell me about it =.=

I'll just stick to dating now.

I think I'm just too picky. Argh. Gonna miss the bus soon LOL.

Say bye to October!

2009-11-01T05:21:00.000-08:00

I didnt go to Nottingham in the end but my weekend was.. wasted.

I was wasted.

I'm so intoxicated with alcohol, its so bad. BAD.

Jaggerbombs, Aftershocks, Red Wine, Ciders, Guinness, Beers, Vodka Shots, Whisky = Terrible terrible hangover.

Pharmacy Practice 2 test is on Tuesday and I was out partying and shopping.

May god help me.

Trying out the witch hat =P

Autumn leaves is love. SO pretty!

This dress from Coast is so pretttyyy but there's no where to wear it to =( But its okay, I managed to buy this awesome warehouse jacket. Woooo happy =D

Later at night, it was off to Govin's party. I couldnt drink anymore. 2 nights in a row. Urghh.

Since it was Halloween, to enter the club, we have to dress up in costumes. So I asked Simba, "Quickkkk, what do I look like, what do i look like???"

"Arabian princess."

=.=

To go or Nott to go.

2009-10-30T05:34:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. haloween's tomorrow night.. Should I go to Nottingham for the Notts games or stay in Glasgow to study. PP2 test is on tuesday. Help!

Edin-brrrrr

2009-10-28T05:40:00.000-07:00

So last Saturday.. I went to Edinburgh. And the night before, I had only an hour of sleep. Imagine just coming home around 4-5 in the morning, waking up at 6 30 am to shower and getting ready.

Boy it really felt sucky walking around the entire day feeling extremely cold, tired and hungry. The weather was terrible. Extremely wet and windy. Bad combination brrrr.

Its my fault anyway for not planning my time properly.

However, the trip wasnt too bad. I expected more though since everyone mentioned that Edinburgh was reallly beauuuutiful with all the castles and stuff.

It was. But I'm more of a city kinda girl. Shopping. Sorreeh.

At St. Andrew Bus Station. Edinburgh is just an hour away from Glasgow so it wasnt too bad.

Isnt it beautiful! Somehow it gave me this ancient days kinda feeling. Like rome.

Face cannot make it.

We were kinda lost in the city, using maps and gps via blackberry.

First stop was The Scotch Whisky Experience which was actually a whisky distillation place.

Their collection of whiskys were endless. A whisky drinker would die to be there. Single malt. But im not into whiskys so yeah.

Next up was the Edinburgh Castle.

A huge let down for me cos I heard about it so much from other people saying that its amazing and all but unfortunately, it wasnt that interesting.

The view was amazing though!

We left after an hour. Bored and cold as hell.

The streets of Edinburgh.

To kill more time, we went to this optical illusion place which was 5 stories high called camera oscura. Was pretty entertaining though with loads of stuff to play with.

And as for dinner..

(this is the best part)

.. I had ROAST DUCK AND ROAST PORK.

It wasnt great but dude, it made my day.

Peking duck muahahahahahaa.

Ok-aay. What has UK done to me.

Overall, it wasnt such a bad trip but I've made my own conclusion that Glasgow is my FAVOURITE city in scotland.

The end :)

Somebody call 911. FIreeee!

2009-10-26T14:49:00.000-07:00

Since its my first year over here, I'm staying in the student halls.

And boy, there's certain things were are soooo annoying.

Like even on a weekday night, you can hear people screaming outside the windows, drunk.

They party almost every freaking day.

And just today, we had a housekeeping inspection. They are so strict and if we failed the test, we would be fine 30 pounds each. So us girls at Flat F4 had a spring cleaning day!

My room is all clean and tidy now (its rare but yeah, it is!) and for the first time ever, the kitchen floor is not sticky and gooeyy =D

But the worst part of all is, the stupid fire alarm is soooo sensitive. It rings so often that no one even cares. What if one day there is a real fire. Its just like the boy who cried woof and no one takes him seriously. =O

Like just last week, the fire alarm in the next block was activated and everyone had to run out of their flats.

The fireman came in 5 minutes and I had to run out in shorts, pausing my karaoke session with my housemates.

As expected, there were no fire.

Strathclyde uni was even in the front page of the newspaper a few weeks back fr having the highest number false fire alarm.

Gah. FML

Negaraku.

2009-10-25T14:46:00.000-07:00

I was out one night talking to this scottish guy and I was explaining to him that I'm from Malaysia and that I'm chinese. He was like, "Oh but you just said that you're from Malaysia, how can you be chinese?"

Damn swt.

Being chinese doesnt mean that you have to be from China. Well, maybe my ancestors were.

Then he went on asking what language do we speak and all.

So again, I told him about our multi culture races- Indian, Chinese, Malay and.. the OTHERS. lol.

Every bar here closes at 12 midnight so we had to adjourn to another place (the only places open here after 12 are just the clubs)

There are no mamaks here. No maggi mee goreng. No tosai. No roti canai.

Then it hit me.

I miss Malaysia.

Its one of the rare places where all races live together in harmony (or so we claim)

I miss the range of food back home (and its price range)

I miss THE SUN.

The weather topic over here is a popular one. It usually goes like, "ITS COLD!!! And it will only get worse."

Damn. I want to eat pan mee now =(

I'll be everything you need.

2009-10-25T09:21:00.000-07:00

Havent been using my camera lately so I'm stealing pictures of Facebook. I'm a lazy bum i know!

This was taken by Kenneth when we were sending him off to the Buchanan Station back to Cardiff. He traveled a total of about 24 hours just for Grace! Aww.

So last week was Adrian's and one of my senior's birthday.

Went to a O2 couture. Cool name for a club huh!

As for this week, it was Melissa's birthday..

All of us MQs were invited for her surprise party. And I guess this time, it was more of a success =D

Me and the birthday girl

All waiting for FOOOOD...

It was pot luck, meaning everyone should bring a dish and whit, grace, tracy and I made Caesar Salad with chicken =D

AND not forgetting, it was Tracy's birthday yesterday as well.

So sorry babe for not being home at 12 midnight. I would have cancel my plans if I knew about it earlier.

Hope you had a blast on your birthday. Love ya! xx

I realised that I dont blog about my personal stuffs anymore. I guess I'm more of a private person. And besides, I might never know who is reading my blog. But its okay, my close friends know everything. Conference on skype =P

Got back from Edinburgh yesterday. Will blog more about it soon =D

Sweet Dreams.

2009-10-20T09:02:00.000-07:00

Every week, there's somebody birthday.

No seriously.

Last week, it was Kelvin's birthday.

His friends gave him a surprise dinner and invited us. Damn paiseh, everyone cooked so much and all we brought was a present and a cake.

After dinner, we played mafia. I was was the ordinary citizen. Hmph.

And after the game, all four of us became clowns. They asked us to sing chinese songs (we're bananas) while listening to the iphone and they were supposed to guess what song we're singing. Its something like the Hong Kong game show called Super, where africans were given headphones and were supposed to sing according to the song which is played through the headphone. In this scenario, we were the africans.

***

Found some random pics which were taken weeks back.

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Its autumn now. Cold as hell. I wonder how would winter be like.

In the park opposite Glasgow University.

I find this picture so cute!

Nothing much is going on right now. So busy with work. Its getting really stressful. Gah. PP3 and PP2. Total bullshit.

Might be going to edinburgh next weekend =D

Run this town tonight..

2009-10-19T16:56:00.000-07:00

So much things to do, so little time!

I promise I'll update reallll soon!! Hopefully tomorrow since wed I have no classes =D

Dammmn I wish that there's more hours in a day.

From doing laundry to washing dish, cooking, ironing, cleaning my room to folding my clothes.

Omgggg to add salt to the wound, I have to freaking read the Medicine, Ethics and Practise guide as well as the damn BNF for class tmr. Its utterly boring and boring and boring.

Where's KAKAK T____T

I was craving for asian food..

2009-10-12T05:29:00.001-07:00

.. So i went to a Japanese restaurant near by called Saporo Tempura or something along that line.

Us girls with kenneth since he came all the way from Cardiff just for grace =D

The chefs originated from Thailand and I guess they were trained to entertain us with their silly antics such as juggling eggs, throwing potatoes into people's mouth and flipping plates.

It was my first proper meal outside in a nice restaurant. Since I've been erm.. not spending as much money as the previous weeks, I decided that it was time for some pampering.

Can you guess how much my dish cost?? T___T

120 ringgit for this. wtf. I could have eaten a buffet at Shangrilaa.

Oh well. Finally. A night which I need not wash dishes or cook.

I long to be servedddddd.

After dinner, we met up with ben, adrian and simba and went to The Ark which was a pub.

In glasgow, there's a club or a pub a stone throw away. Its crazy. Who cares about Friday or Thursday night. It's packed everynight!

Next destination was Bamboo since the architecture students gave us a call.

Bamboo is quite a happening club here with 3/4 rooms unlike Malaysia where its small and packed with kam yu lou.

Grace and Kenneth.

Was really a tiring night. Walking from room to room. I was actually wearing a bf tee and a skirt which I wore to class during the day. Paiseh.

Oh man. I'm so sick now. Once I get sick, it gets really serious. Daym.

I want to be forever young.

2009-10-07T17:00:00.000-07:00

I'm afraid. I truly am. There's so many things I want answers for. I know I cannot get them till I actually go through it.

A plethora of questions which cannot be answered now.

I need to find solace.

But right now, I dont know where to find it.

Can anyone tell me my purpose in life?

What is happiness.

What is joy.

I'm tired. But I know that I cannot stop trying.

Life is not just about drinking, having fun and partying.

I crave for something more.

Time will tell. Hopefully.

The weather is being very harsh on me lately.

It goes down to 4-5 Celsius at certain time of the day.

Wonder how is winter going to be like..

wow, wtf I'm so boring till the point that I actually blogged about the weather?

Okay fine, I was supposed to blog about my trip to the People's Palace but..

I'm ~~tired~~ lazy. I guess the procrastinating bug has still not left me.

I miss mommy and daddy =(

I miss my room.

I miss my friends.

I miss being skinny. wtf.

I left my heart back home.

2009-10-05T15:33:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. I think i've lost my interest in blogging.. again : (

Everyday is always filled with things to do, namely, shopping, shopping and more shopping..
No really.

I spent 100 pounds in 15 minutes on facial cleanser and toner omg. Just on cosmetics alone, I think I spent a fortune. New concealer, eyeliner, mosturizer, eyebag cream etc.

My new perfumes, and errr biscuit. Thank you guys for the ckin2u :)

I even gotten myself a new toy! Lg viewty smart.

Dont ask me why I didnt get an Iphone or a blackberry.

I just dont fancy em eventhough its better.

Everyone is using it. I just wanna be different =P

And my most awesome buy..

Miss sixty boots which I got for 1/3 of its price. From 150 pounds to 50 pounds. The picture here does not do justice to it :( It looks like Pua chu kang boots here hmph!

Its already the 2nd week of classes, so many things to revise, so many things to prepare, cook, and wash.. Argh, I'm forced to grow up.

BUT.. I'm glad in a way. I know how to cook! Well, the simple stuffs.

Pasta, beef, pork, chicken, tom yam fried rice and I damn pro in indomee hahahaa.

Tom yam noodles with pork :)

Fusilli with cabonara yummms!

I've yet the cook my haggis yet though. I saw the contents of it. Liver and all .. Errr.. who knows maybe its really tasty!

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So anyway, Aberdeen last week was fun.

It was the company which made it special.

Syaz's awesome skills in making cocktails and Mahisa's cooking.

Great combination :)

I nearly missed the bus. I didnt copy down the reference number oops. But thank god we made it. phew.

The scottish country side.

City of Aberdeen.

The place is really pretty. Tracy and I was having our lunch and I spotted a "park" so after lunch, we decided to take a stroll there to prevent ourselves from entering anymore shops and spending a fortune.

So yeah, we walked in and she exclaimed really loudly that it is a pretty park. Then I realised that we were surrounded by tombstones and memorial stones.

Me: Tracy.... I think .. we're in a graveyard.

Tracy: OH Shit.

Yes, we're that sad.

Syaz's crazily huge collection of liquers. He can open his own bar with that =S

Purple rain. Crazy shits.

Later at night, we went to The Priory.

Yes, I went to church....

.. To club.

Hahaha =.=

It was an actual church which they revamp later on to a club. I felt so WRONNGGG being in there.

The next day..

Mahisa taught Tracy and I to bake fish mediterean style.

Iron blu which can only be found in Scotland. I cant really define the taste but its one of a kind. Its so called the pride of Scotland? haha.

My healthy lunch! Cos I told Mahisa that I needed to diet, so he made salad, fish and meringue.

Not forgetting my most sinfully good dessert...

Mackies ice cream which was the bommmbb, malt and golden syrup. So much for dieting..

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Its autumn now..

It's getting really cold up here. On the way back from the library just now, I even asked tracy whether she could carry me home incase I faint =.=

Last Sunday was mooncake festival.

We went to a party hosted by architecture students from Malaysia.

We were chilling in the house, having a couple of drinks.. then....

We moved outdoor.. And did silly stuff such as erm..

Can you guess by looking at this pic?

What about this???

Yes. We were ROLLING down the hill. Shit, it was fun. But it got me really dizzy.

It was a fun night, meeting new people and freezing my ass off outside.

Its time to study noww. :)

Pharmacy is boring. I'm being tortured to the maxxxxxxxx. ah.